sejumput rindu. dan sebongkah rasa sakit

hello there. how's ur life?
err. i just wanted to say that.. i..
miss you. yes. i do.
i dont know why,but to let go this feelings,just kinda hard for me.
i dont know why i should fell  this deep to you.
i've made promises to my self. that i won't fall for a guy like you.
but,this miserable feelings just come out more and more.

i thought i've got succesed forget everything about you. but it seems just a temporaly until i miss you again.

yes. i know. its an unrequited love.
and someone who falling in unrequited love like this,may have a deep,sick,bad,heartache.

just like what i'm feeling right now.
he didnt even realized that i love him

he said that i should forget our togetherness.

poorly,he didnt mention that his words,really gave me a bad heartache.

i cried, all night long.
how can he leave me like this?

and in the end , i knew.
because he ..didnt feel the way i feel for him.

i'm not special at all..

for the sake of our relation,i just faked a smile.
i accept that.

and now,as time goes by..
i still can't forget
every little things about him.

i miss him. too bad.


and he'll never know that.